I cant sleep and I'm still browsing my facebook account .. hmmm.. how should I start my 1st blog?! actually i've got lot of things in my mind... but one thing that strike me most is that Im quite lost?! right now.Lost in a sense that I know im happy- but there is one thing is missing...I know myself much! when I say I'm happy,I'm happy..One reason that i'm happy is that i met a person who make me smile each moment and every second.I'm happy! when im talking to him, I'm happy with him, and whenever he texted me and calling me my pet name, it make me smile :) but? im afraid that this happiness won't last and be comfortable on how we treat each other and at the end he see me as a "friend" :(.... I should say im lost in air!!? hence, when he talks about his past relationships actually i dont feel any envy on it!! its a neutral feeling...
Still?! one thing that bothers me alot!! why im still looking for the missing one!? and i cant find it on him.. if i could only have it again..... again and again!!!! if only God allow me to have it one more time.. :( I could finally say the missing part is now found.
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